A poem for Sunday
"So what are my stories?"
Stories in song, in cotton, in prose.
Been cutting (slicing) fabric for stars, their alignments altered.
Merged into one, clouds and solids, crazy mix of wild
Tilda prints and other decorative ideas
dwelling silently in a tote for weeks, months, maybe years to come.
(Strum guitar strum, "Ricetones" by Subaqwa)
An epub made, reading, read.
Typos caught, maybe missed, this novel looking as though already
published, but merely ticking away in my phone.
Did novelists dream of such shenanigans
in 1892, in 1904, in 2003?
Did I dream of this arrangement
when writing my first novel
or my first book
(which came long before the fiction)?
Captured words and deeds
("Ricetones" fades back in, plenty of reverb)
held in their own kind of flash drive totes,
pretty damn small compared to where the EPP lives.
(Then sneakily, as though it's not there
arrives the music....)
"This Mountain Is Closed"
by Subaqwa
a 90s indies band
we listened to in England.
We being my other half,
maybe the kids,
who aren't kids now in 2024.
No longer do I crank it to 11
nor do I use headphones
or earbuds
but the notes remain
as inspiration
distraction
thrill
and
joy.
Leading me into faraway galaxies and fabric shops
on the cusps of distant universes.
Guiding me into realms
safely
gently
as though a mother.
As though there's no other way for me to
write
sew
conjure the muse
(Except it's the muse
leading me so tenderly
like a father
a sister
a partner
forever).
Thanks for reading this poem!